Night spurts that keep kicking till dawn!
All my life i thought i could sustain myself enough to never let anything perturb my unpredictable nature, i thought it was a wonderful avenue to be in where your boulevard would always talk about uncertainty and ambiguity, leading you into multi-lateral directions which never really make sense to you or to the person affiliated to you. I basically cribbed my way, into my own hole of biasness, which strengthened my beliefs to such a great extent that i always wanted to be portrayed into something i was not.
i am sure most of us would like to be into something which gives us a "High" feel, so what we do is we basically try a few oomph! factors which somehow make us sound more invulnerable towards rudimentary feelings, which people call "Stress", making our beliefs more stronger and probably progressing into things which we feel are more relieving . Things which let us go of the past , the stupid mistakes that we did, the surreal amount of wasted time, the ungodly hours of thoughts for someone, and finally the self-realization as non-achievers till whatever time stamp that we stand at.
Things would be half as confusing if we believed in segmentation and self-organisation, not as a personality phenomenon but more like a biological phenomenon, so like kids if something is self-organizing if, left to itself, it tends to become more organized. This is an unusual, indeed quite a counter-intuitive property we expect that, if left to themselves, probably things get messy, and that when we encounter a very high degree of order, or an increase in order, something, someone, or at least some peculiar thing, is mainly responsible. (This is the heart of the Argument from Design.)
But we now know of many instances where this expectation is simply wrong, of things which can start in a highly random state and, without being shaped from the outside, become more and more organized. Thus self-organization, which I find to be one of the most interesting concepts in modern science if also one of the most nebulous, because the ideas of organization, pattern, order and so forth are, as used normally, quite vague.
So going back again to the fact that our lives would be best if we let ourselves permeable enough from perturbations from the world, eventually eventuality is going to pinch you hard enough to come out more potent and stronger then the rest of the transient lot which usually likes shuttling between window shopping and gossip.
i am sure most of us would like to be into something which gives us a "High" feel, so what we do is we basically try a few oomph! factors which somehow make us sound more invulnerable towards rudimentary feelings, which people call "Stress", making our beliefs more stronger and probably progressing into things which we feel are more relieving . Things which let us go of the past , the stupid mistakes that we did, the surreal amount of wasted time, the ungodly hours of thoughts for someone, and finally the self-realization as non-achievers till whatever time stamp that we stand at.
Things would be half as confusing if we believed in segmentation and self-organisation, not as a personality phenomenon but more like a biological phenomenon, so like kids if something is self-organizing if, left to itself, it tends to become more organized. This is an unusual, indeed quite a counter-intuitive property we expect that, if left to themselves, probably things get messy, and that when we encounter a very high degree of order, or an increase in order, something, someone, or at least some peculiar thing, is mainly responsible. (This is the heart of the Argument from Design.)
But we now know of many instances where this expectation is simply wrong, of things which can start in a highly random state and, without being shaped from the outside, become more and more organized. Thus self-organization, which I find to be one of the most interesting concepts in modern science if also one of the most nebulous, because the ideas of organization, pattern, order and so forth are, as used normally, quite vague.
So going back again to the fact that our lives would be best if we let ourselves permeable enough from perturbations from the world, eventually eventuality is going to pinch you hard enough to come out more potent and stronger then the rest of the transient lot which usually likes shuttling between window shopping and gossip.
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